[ Dorian lets out a weary sigh, trying to sort out an answer. He should be furious with Bull for airing their business to the entire fleet, but he did make some very poignant statements that Dorian hadn't anticipated. ]
It certainly requires a bit more trust..
[ Though Dorian will admit that he gladly hands over that trust when Bull takes the reigns-- or the ropes, as it has been lately. As for whether Cyril should back off.. well. He's not certain. He adores Cyril, but if all of this is stringing him along, then that's not fair to him. He thoroughly enjoys their interludes together, and he's come to see him as a very close friend.
Either way, this is a very shit situation.. ]
It...doesn't feel like anything I've experienced before, I will say that much.
[ So many times, he's been pushed to the side or regarded as something casual, tossed aside and worth little more than a tryst. Certainly no one worthy of a relationship. The way Bull makes him feel intimidates him sometimes, but he's quite like a moth drawn to flame. ]
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Date: 2018-09-27 10:03 pm (UTC)From:It certainly requires a bit more trust..
[ Though Dorian will admit that he gladly hands over that trust when Bull takes the reigns-- or the ropes, as it has been lately. As for whether Cyril should back off.. well. He's not certain. He adores Cyril, but if all of this is stringing him along, then that's not fair to him. He thoroughly enjoys their interludes together, and he's come to see him as a very close friend.
Either way, this is a very shit situation.. ]
It...doesn't feel like anything I've experienced before, I will say that much.
[ So many times, he's been pushed to the side or regarded as something casual, tossed aside and worth little more than a tryst. Certainly no one worthy of a relationship. The way Bull makes him feel intimidates him sometimes, but he's quite like a moth drawn to flame. ]